Last Wednesday 12/5 at about this time, something terrible happened...
Me dog, Bingo, passed away.....
Well, he has this sickness called epilepsy (bite tongue disease) since err.... 2/3 years ago?
So, after weeks without medication because the company don't produce it anymore, he got ill on Wednesday 5/5 night and continue on throughout the whole night even till the next morning... Thus, we sent him to the vet... he was in a really bad condition and was in need of the drip.
One week went by and there was no improvement... We made the hard decision to put him to sleep... The vet inject a sort of violet/purple-ish liquid into him and his gone within 10 seconds...
It was really a horrible moment and a very sad sight. His body was full with wounds after lots of injections and drips throughout the week. He even needs a tube inserted to his penis to flush out his urine... Its sad to see him go through all these pain and suffering... And there I was having tears rolling out of my eyes while saying my last goodbye... Yes, I did cry...
I really do miss him a lot although it was hard work when he is around... all the cleaning, the walking to do... but without him, the house just seems empty... its so quite... I miss brushing his fur with my hands... running around with him... that might be the reason for me to stay thin...lol... I miss the way he looks at you with his big, round, shiny eyes when you're holding a piece of food. I miss the ticklish feeling when he licks my wound. I just miss him lar....
If he's able to talk, i believe he will express his hatred towards computers and TVs because those are the things that makes us neglect him at times... haha...
I guess the saying " you will not know the importance of something until you lose it" is true after all.This morning I even dream that he reincarnated...lol... Even though he is gone, he will live on in my memories forever... Rest In Peace my friend. =)
